Biting Bullets |
I have a rubix cube for a mind. ---- When Flying Feels Like Falling. ---- I'll be your Best Mistake. ---- If this holds insignificance, I’ll have the hearse follow the ambulance No medicine exists to make my lungs work again Let’s shake and burn, like an addict My hearings dead, only static~ ----- It's the nightlife that gets them off; So desperately they wait for the excuse of love. We live like vampires And we, we, we love like killers; We all die like infants, And we trust like mirrors. It's the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings, It's the pain and the sex disguised as innocence. Slow suicide...like it or not, it's what we do. It's the love of guilt that forms the habit Of being dramatically over-dramatic. We live like vampires And we, we, we love like killers; We all die like infants, And we trust like mirrors. It's the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings, It's the pain and the sex disguised as innocence. (It's a desperate place for a desperate people to find their place before desperate heroes) The songs they sing are in the key Of the illusion of pain and its irony. In the midst of lust and dropping names The drugs they numb and they keep us sane.~ |
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Ray Charles (via therenaissance)
(via lifeisuntitled)
285. (via Gibson Claire McGuire Regester)
let me close my eyes
without any fear
I’m biting back bullets
So this is goodbye
to everything I thought were true
It’s time to reinvent
what I thought I knew
It’s time to find out
who I am
My mind is crumbling
to pieces no one can pick up
but myself
I must leave behind what I know…knew
since they were all lies
Lies that I was gullible enough to believe
I must now wake up from the dream I was living
And walk up this mountain to
“A New Beginning”
I will not pity those who are looking for it
I will show what I am made of and prove to people
…mostly myself
Who and what I am
I. Must. Do. This.
Starving for words
Memories unclear
Exploding,
like walking off the edge of the cliff and never coming back
Ribs crushing
Bones cracking
Blood flowing like red velvet
Scars that replace what had been
“I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it’s getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it’d be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I’ll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I’ll turn it off
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We’re headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I’m better off
When I hit the bottom
The tragedy, it seems unending
I’m watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We’re taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero
Well, I can see behind the curtain
(I can see it now)
The wheels are cranking, turning
It’s all wrong, the way we’re working
Towards a goal that’s non-existent
It’s not existent, but we just keep believing
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We’re headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I’m better off
When I hit the bottom
I wanna know what it’d be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I’ll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I’ll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again
And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We’re headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I’m better off
When I hit the bottom”