Biting Bullets |
I have a rubix cube for a mind. ---- When Flying Feels Like Falling. ---- I'll be your Best Mistake. ---- If this holds insignificance, I’ll have the hearse follow the ambulance No medicine exists to make my lungs work again Let’s shake and burn, like an addict My hearings dead, only static~ ----- It's the nightlife that gets them off; So desperately they wait for the excuse of love. We live like vampires And we, we, we love like killers; We all die like infants, And we trust like mirrors. It's the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings, It's the pain and the sex disguised as innocence. Slow suicide...like it or not, it's what we do. It's the love of guilt that forms the habit Of being dramatically over-dramatic. We live like vampires And we, we, we love like killers; We all die like infants, And we trust like mirrors. It's the smoke and the drinks and the smiles that it brings, It's the pain and the sex disguised as innocence. (It's a desperate place for a desperate people to find their place before desperate heroes) The songs they sing are in the key Of the illusion of pain and its irony. In the midst of lust and dropping names The drugs they numb and they keep us sane.~ |
let me close my eyes
without any fear
I’m biting back bullets
So this is goodbye
to everything I thought were true
It’s time to reinvent
what I thought I knew
It’s time to find out
who I am
My mind is crumbling
to pieces no one can pick up
but myself
I must leave behind what I know…knew
since they were all lies
Lies that I was gullible enough to believe
I must now wake up from the dream I was living
And walk up this mountain to
“A New Beginning”
I will not pity those who are looking for it
I will show what I am made of and prove to people
…mostly myself
Who and what I am
I. Must. Do. This.